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Room To Breathe

Hard Times Cafe
Few weekends ago I took a quick trip down to Virginia with my friends Matt & Phae. They were heading home and were nice enough to let me tag along. It was nice to get out of the city. I’m loving more and more these short road trips. Doesn’t require tons of commitment and a great way to leave the worries behind for a weekend. NYC really sucks the life out of you sometimes.

I Am [Not] Alone

I Am [Not] Alone
Thank you everyone. I’m always surprised, even my family, that I have and still have friends but I am thankful. I’m just glad that “goo friend” and “click click” remind people of me. I am what I am.

Time Goes By

Time Goes By
I hardly remember anything anymore. Many things I don’t give a shit about. Looking back, sorry, but I just don’t care about you anymore.

I have more patience now. Paying more attention to details. Find the little things in life more rewarding. Definitely family first. Reading more. Less angry….well…sometimes *shrugs. Okay with animals.

Working on better communications. Getting better at things (drawing, cooking, photography). Going home.

I lied, I do want people to remember me. Wonder how many people will come on that day. The day when everything I was suppose to do, I did.

“Like a sudden drop that falls in my heart
my repressed emotions begin to out pour at that moment
and the scenery around is being filled with you
I run out fast-moving seasons
thinking of you silently in my heart”

Twelve

6:45am after watching Watchmen
Every time I go to Matt’s parents place in Virginia, it makes me feel like twelve again. Especially when him, his brother and me had to sit in the back seat while their parents were driving to church. Classic.

Things We Left Behind

The things we left behind
30 years and 352 days
What happens to me when my mind starts to waste away? Will there be evidence of my existence? Will I remember myself? All I have left are photos and possessions but these don’t seem too important since most of the stuff are in boxes or lost somewhere in another dimension. I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m not afraid to be forgotten.